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Baker's Dozen

Artists discuss the 13 records that shaped their lives

13. Fred HerschAlone at the Vanguard

Fred Hersch is a hugely respected jazz pianist who was diagnosed HIV-positive in the 80s. He didn’t talk about it publicly until the 90s. Then in 2008, he got very ill, and fell into a coma, which he stayed in for two months. When he came round he’d lost all his muscle memory, which is obviously devastating when you’re a jazz pianist. So he had to learn to play again. This record was only made three years later, unbelievably.

I find this album very emotional. It’s partly the music, which is very beautiful, but it’s partly about what he went through. Having had a heavy hospital experience myself, I know how that can affect you. I managed to get a contact for Fred after he made this, and I wrote to him to tell him how much it had moved me. We wrote to each other for a while after that, which was really special.

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